Yvonnersz

I need company.

I can’t believe it’s been eight years since Maple Story’s been out. I was lurking on sleepywood forums earlier. It upsets me how the forums aren’t as active as it was in 2005-06. You’d figure the new generation would come in to replace the older generation; but no… it’s so dead. It’s dying. The forum is dying. I spent 2-3 years lurking around those forums. Seeing how it all changed… damn, that’s depressing.

I remember staying up with Long and Kevin on a weekend until like 3AM waiting for the patch to release. We’d grind for like an hour ‘til we get bored then just start talking about random crap. The excitement of leveling up. New gear. Being able to roam high-leveled maps. Shittt, so sad.

I was hooked on Maple Story for about four years.

It makes me feel empty… knowing I can’t go back; knowing that it’ll never be the same.

I miss the community, the drama, my friends. I miss those years.

I feel like a part of me just died.

You would of thought more new people would come in to replace the old, but they haven’t. Supposedly, MS isn’t as big as it used to be? Doesn’t matter anyway, ‘cause it’ll never be the same. “ -Charms, Sleepywood.net

I like being alone.

buddhacoffee:

I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone.
I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone.
It gives me time to think, and set my mind free.

I like eating alone, and listening to music alone.

But when I see a mother with her child, a girl with her lover, or a friend laughing with their best friend, I realize that even though I like being alone, I don’t fancy being lonely. The sky is beautiful, but the people are sad. I just need someone who won’t run away.

Shhh,” she said. “I’m sleeping.”
Just like that. From a hundred miles an hour to asleep in a nanosecond. I wanted so badly to lie down next to her on the couch, to wrap my arms around her and sleep. Not fuck, like in those movies. Not even have sex. Just sleep together, in the most innocent sense of the phrase. But I lacked the courage and she had a boyfriend and I was gawky and she was gorgeous and I was hopelessly boring and she was endlessly fascinating. So I walked back to my room and collapsed on the bottom bunk, thinking that if people were rain, I was drizzle and she was a hurricane.

“

—	John Green, Looking for Alaska

Agreed! Just so… sexy.

My third glass of wine.

Hehe, surprised? I wrote that yesterday night. But I’m feeling better now. I have been neglecting my health lately due to emotional stress. But today, I just ate breakfast. :) Although this persisting headache still remains.

I do hope I’m heading in the right direction.

I knew it.

erickax:

The Korean story of the little mermaid is that she must kill the prince in order to be human, and instead in the end, she loves him too much and kills herself instead.